Fragment

Walking loose today, I am
lacking in discipline.

I take the momentary effect over the whole--
sloppy, extravagant, yes

the light is too strong
unruly through the bare trees.

Spring I return to you. I am lame.
I am also mentally ill. Someday I will cry

out I cannot bear
this loneliness. Stubborn, stubborn,

I said not him, not you, not this one, not that.I am waiting only for you.